i'm feeling ... right now

i'm feeling nothing inside my heart now. he has gone.
yeah, that's hurt it's true. especially when you know that your crush is dating your best friend.
it feels like, 'how cruel you are' and you'll think that there's no friendship in love.
you must fight for your love, or you'll lose it. and the most hurting things are when you know that he/she doesn't feel the same way that you do and he/she can't come with you.
its just hard to accept.
'did you know that i've always wanted to be yours?'
'why you did this to me?'
i feel.. aaaaarrgghhh!
'how can you did this to me? what's my fault to you? have i ever broke your heart?'
what a disappointing friend :(
i'm angry with you, but what can i do? nothing. because i'm just nothing.
there's only one thing that i can do, trying to accept and forgive her (aaaa.. two things --').
and what about him? i don't like being a third person in other relationship. so.. i think i'm going to forget him. of course, forget my feelings to him, too.
let my heart take a rest for a while, until i'm ready to love someone(of course a right guy) again.
but i'll never love him anymore, that's enough.
and for you all guys, boys or girls, if you wanna be in her/his heart, then don't hurt her/him.
and the last that i can say to you today, no one inside my heart right now. so lonely.